Wednesday, March 30, 2011


As I was feeling the normal jitters that come a few seconds before I go on air...
I looked at the teleprompter and thought of the Lord.
My normal routine is to re-read the script on the prompter but for some unknown reason, my thoughts just veered towards Him.
Instantly, I felt relaxed and knew that everything's going to be alright.

At that exact moment, I said to myself...
I want a sincere relationship with the Lord.

I've had my share of what seemed to be unanswered prayers....
but even then, I never once questioned His existence.
I truly believe I've personally encountered Him in my life.

Once during a devastating break up...
Back then, I drowned myself in the company of afraid to be alone.
Unfortunately, even if I went home in the wee hours of the morning...I still slept alone...alone in my bed...alone in my thoughts.
One night, I felt so depressed I just cried out, "Lord, help me."
I opened the Bible and my eyes immediately landed on the perfect verses.
The verses talked about someone telling another to just cry her heart out... weep 'til all the pain goes away... BELIEVE that IT WILL ALL GO AWAY...

For me, it was God's way of reaching out to me.

My support system :)

I still don't know what prompted this sudden longing for the Lord.
...maybe it has something to do with Eat Pray Love which I started reading again over the weekend.
Whatever the reason though...I'm glad I got to reflect on my relationship with God.
For now, I'll just think of it as another milestone in my quest to be a better person.

Just to end this entry...I'd like to share a quote I chanced upon Wenny Yap's wonderful blog, Inside My Bubble Today...
I think of this quote every time I interact with friends and strangers alike.
I may not be the Lord's perfect disciple yet but at least I'm making an effort. :D

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  1. Roma, this was such a heart warming post... just what I needed to hear today and be reminded of today.. that no matter what the circumstance is, God is there.

  2. May the quest be neverending, although you are a pretty terrific person already.

    I've heard an old country music song several times, I can't remember the name, but one of the lines was "Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers." WHen I think back on certain situations, I agree with the song.

  3. kym, i'm glad I wrote the entry :) maybe it's also God's way of reaching out to you :) so happy I got to be that channel :D

    Ric, pretty terrific person? That' such a nice compliment :) about unanswered prayers...I really believe He answers everything but maybe not always in the form of affirmation :) God knows best! :)

  4. good for you, we are all weak without HIM. that's a lovely quote, should be everyone's mantra :)

  5. is a wonderful quote!:D it's my mantra nowadays and I love it!

  6. This is such a nice post Roma. I know what you feel. I love the Lord, so much --- but I know that I could do more. I want to have a personal relationship with the Lord. My life had been tough. If it weren't for the Lord, I'd be shattered to pieces...

    Take care always!

  7. Wow, a truly beautiful post. How wonderful to hear someone sharing so openly and talking about their relationship with God so openly. Thankyou for sharing.

  8. Thanks serendipitychild :) Hope you got something from my entry :D

  9. Aw, this is such a sweet sad post, Romaa. Breakups are hard, but having friends and a stable household is what gets us through anything!


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